So ok, i'm 31 years old and my wife is 20; Everything was so weird when we got married i thought i didnt love her and starting to be a F-ing prick to her (never hit her) just i did not listen to her, care about her...when i got back form work the only thing i did was fall asleep til next day... things like that you know? I always saw her suffering, feeling like crap, loving me like no one have ever love me, just being a great, fun, loving, hard working girl...
Then, two weeks ago, saw her deleting all web history on her ipad, asked why? like a million times and then she told me ''im dating another guy'' .....but wait, i started to be the perfect husband for her for months ago, she was happy and all, rent a very nice apartment for her, paid for her community college, my family gave her all the support she needed because she have been through a lot of crap, really, A LOT (like her step father trying to rape her).
So ok, she said she was seeing somebody else and i snapped! never said cursed to her, i just went like crazy....
I forgot her, then, i was still with this Gigantic doubt in my head right, so i kept on asking, whats going on another 10k times, then she says: Yeah, i ****ed him, im so sorry, please forgive me blah blah blah
My question is, i want her back so freaking bad and i think i made her do that so i forgive her, really, i dont care..... thing is that she is not coming back home...for now, i dont know later.
AAAAAAAAAnd she has 2 reasons: She cares a lot for this guy because he listen to her, care about her blah blah, the other one is that she does not believe me that i can be that perfect husband i was for the last 4 months.
She is 21, not very smart (real life wise) and everything she tells me or do/did, is because of me.
Please help, i love her, she doesnt, only cares about me. And cant stop brain movies.
Please guys, any advice?
Thanks
Then, two weeks ago, saw her deleting all web history on her ipad, asked why? like a million times and then she told me ''im dating another guy'' .....but wait, i started to be the perfect husband for her for months ago, she was happy and all, rent a very nice apartment for her, paid for her community college, my family gave her all the support she needed because she have been through a lot of crap, really, A LOT (like her step father trying to rape her).
So ok, she said she was seeing somebody else and i snapped! never said cursed to her, i just went like crazy....
I forgot her, then, i was still with this Gigantic doubt in my head right, so i kept on asking, whats going on another 10k times, then she says: Yeah, i ****ed him, im so sorry, please forgive me blah blah blah
My question is, i want her back so freaking bad and i think i made her do that so i forgive her, really, i dont care..... thing is that she is not coming back home...for now, i dont know later.
AAAAAAAAAnd she has 2 reasons: She cares a lot for this guy because he listen to her, care about her blah blah, the other one is that she does not believe me that i can be that perfect husband i was for the last 4 months.
She is 21, not very smart (real life wise) and everything she tells me or do/did, is because of me.
Please help, i love her, she doesnt, only cares about me. And cant stop brain movies.
Please guys, any advice?
Thanks
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