Hi everyone
I broke up with my boyfriend about a month ago as I just didn't feel like the spark was there any more and didn't know if I loved him or not. Long story short, we hadn't been intimate in a while due to having the implant and not responding well (3/4 months of constant heavy periods) then after a while I avoided getting intimate, apart from pleasuring him.
I wasn't even missing sex, which was worrying and that bond was kinda broke. He also was hinting about moving out together in about a years time, but moving in is definitely not on my agenda and don't know if it would ever be.
Now. a month on, I feel baffled. I am feeling lost without him in my life and I am feeling lonely and bombed out. His brother is going out with my friend, so things are pretty tense. I can't be bothered doing anything and have been finding it hard to sleep and have been crying a lot because of this loneliness.
Does this mean I still want to be with him or is it just the loneliness that is kicking in?
I broke up with my boyfriend about a month ago as I just didn't feel like the spark was there any more and didn't know if I loved him or not. Long story short, we hadn't been intimate in a while due to having the implant and not responding well (3/4 months of constant heavy periods) then after a while I avoided getting intimate, apart from pleasuring him.
I wasn't even missing sex, which was worrying and that bond was kinda broke. He also was hinting about moving out together in about a years time, but moving in is definitely not on my agenda and don't know if it would ever be.
Now. a month on, I feel baffled. I am feeling lost without him in my life and I am feeling lonely and bombed out. His brother is going out with my friend, so things are pretty tense. I can't be bothered doing anything and have been finding it hard to sleep and have been crying a lot because of this loneliness.
Does this mean I still want to be with him or is it just the loneliness that is kicking in?
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