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I lied about my past. Now what?

My husband was raised a strict catholic. I'm his 3rd partner but he didn't have much sex with the other 2. He first told me I was his 5th but he's since changed his story and denies that he ever said anything differently. We've been together for 24 years.

Why is he suddenly interested in this type talk? Well he was a true LD. He didn't get it. 4 months ago he's starts T shots and suddenly it's like he woke up from a long long sleep. I feel like I'm in the twilight zone. Aren't these conversations we should have had 24 years ago?

Sigh.

Anyway I've slept with 4 people and yes I told him that BEFORE we got married. He doesn't remember that because I only talked about 2 of them. The other two were ONS. One was a long time friend and the other was someone I dated for a few months. He dumped me before I had a chance to have sex again.

The two that I talked about I lived with and yes he knew that. It didn't bother him then but it bothers him now. See I'm more experienced than he is and he's hung up on the ONS but it's not like I picked them up in a bar.

I truly to the depths of my soul thought he knew all this about me but he claims he only knew 10% of it. :scratchhead:

In addition to the sex I gave a few guys hj's, and 1 a bj. I dated a lot, made out A LOT but it was just kissing.

My husband isn't mad at me but he's making me cry. He's having all these mind movies when I can't even remember the guys names.

How do I handle this?




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