I was in a relationship/marriage for almost 7 years and made the mistake of never really making friends. On saying that, i am not particularly outgoing and i am very shy until i get to know people. I also have very little self confidence and i feel like people pick up on this.
I started a group on Facebook for a specific interest of mine to try and meet people. I have tried to arrange some things but not many people come. Sometimes, people have made plans to only later bail. Every time this happens i feel like it is a hit to my self esteem.
Whenever someone does want to hang out i will drive down to the city to see them as most of them live there and i live in the suburbs. A guy in my group contacted me last night asking if i was out. I said i was at home and he said i should come out. As i live about 40 mins from the city and it was 11, i said it was a bit late but maybe we could do something today. He said that sounded good and he would drive up to see me if i wanted.
I messaged him this morning asking if he still wanted to do something and he read it but never responded. Maybe i come across too desperate to make friends, but i just feel like everyone i run into is unreliable and flakes out last minute making some stupid excuse as to why they can't hang out. I feel really alone and like i have absolutely no one.
I started a group on Facebook for a specific interest of mine to try and meet people. I have tried to arrange some things but not many people come. Sometimes, people have made plans to only later bail. Every time this happens i feel like it is a hit to my self esteem.
Whenever someone does want to hang out i will drive down to the city to see them as most of them live there and i live in the suburbs. A guy in my group contacted me last night asking if i was out. I said i was at home and he said i should come out. As i live about 40 mins from the city and it was 11, i said it was a bit late but maybe we could do something today. He said that sounded good and he would drive up to see me if i wanted.
I messaged him this morning asking if he still wanted to do something and he read it but never responded. Maybe i come across too desperate to make friends, but i just feel like everyone i run into is unreliable and flakes out last minute making some stupid excuse as to why they can't hang out. I feel really alone and like i have absolutely no one.
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