So I'm 17 now without a boyfriend. In secondary school I had quite a few guys chat me up but I was always purposely rude or blanked them because I thought they were only talking to me as a joke ( I'm really self conscious and think I'm ugly). I just feel like I'll never have a relationship, maybe I'm okay with that though. I really want children when I'm older but I know that means I'll have to sleep with someone, and that thought is scary. I also don't speak to guys because 1) I blush incessantly and 2) I can't imagine anyone ever finding me attractive ( people have said to me that I look like a doll, could model but I think that's bull**** tbh, and makes me angry because I think they just say it to make me feel better).
Sorry just had to rant
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