I'm just curious? Im black but I'm not attracted to black men. I'm attracted to mixed men usually or Hispanic guys basically mostly attracted to men who are in between. Like not too pale or too dark. I like white guys sometimes and have dated a few but I'm mainly finding myself mostly interested in guys who are not yet white or black. I am just wondering if that's odd?
because like I'm always attracted to guys that seem closer to me... Like I like guys that look more like the same than my opposite. Like even down to silly stuff like I have long slim fingers and a deeper voice I like that in guys because it mirrors me. I like top heavy figures as in broad shoulders and very skinny builds like myself and then like facial features I like the eyes the nose and lips to have similar proportions as I do. I don't really like the opposite this is why I've considered maybe I'm gay because I thought people were supposed to find opposites attract. For me I like men but I want them to look basically just like me just more masculine. Only thing opposite I like in men is being tall. Like I like guys that are 6'4". And I'm only 5'1.5". I think this is why I don't find black men attractive usually because my dad is mixed and I look like him and I prefer what's closer to me phenotypically. I just wonder because I'm not really attracted to men for the masculi ne expression but physical attributes that are closer to me nothing to really do with being a man. But it's also why I don't find females attractive though at the same time. Because I'm looking for basically a masculinization version of myself and I have masculine features to begin with so its easier to find in men. Is this normal for a heterosexual female?
sorry this is so long but it really has always had me questioning this and why I don't prefer opposites. I do prefer sort of opposite with white men but even then some qualities are in commonstill.
anyhow what do you think?
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