My love life is pretty abysmal, almost none-existent. I'm 26 and never had a girlfriend, very rarely pull and have only had sex a few times (with the one girl, several years ago at that).
Because of this, I sometimes find myself unable to think straight when I'm drunk / horny. Last night, after a massive night on the ale, I ended up looking at local escorts online and even called one on my phone. I didn't meet her in the end which I'm relieved about, but it's got me worrying incase I try the same thing again in future when I get equally as drunk.
I've considered it a few times in the past when I've been really drunk, but have never actually contacted one until last night.
I feel quite disgusted with myself for even considering it, if I were to do anything with an escort I don't think I could ever forgive myself. My brothers & sisters are settling down and starting families... while I'm still a drunken mess doing stupid stuff like this.
Am I overreacting? I've known a few guys (who don't seem to have much trouble pulling or starting relationships) to use escorts every now and then and they don't seem to think much of it. I dunno, I don't have a problem with people who use escorts but would feel really ashamed of myself if I did that myself.
Put the internet to work for you.
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