I met a guy online and within a week and a half we met up. During this time he texted me everyday and would call every other day. The first date was awful, I was shy and very awkward. I thought he would be put off by my weird behavior but the next day he mentioned there being a next time. There was a huge gap between the first and second date but he still seemed interested and was consistent with staying in contact. The second date was alot better and I started feeling more attracted to him. I was more relaxed and it was nice to see the chemistry we had over the phone remained in person.
Last week he asked me to go to his house to chill. I felt uncomfortable, not because of him though. I felt a little unwell so I sat in the chair at the end of his bed, whilst he layed in his bed. I kept glancing over thinking he looked more and more hour, but continued as normal. I was still nervous and he asked if I could act normal for once ' jokily'. Anyways I've thought about kissing him for some time, at the end of the night he asks me to rate my kissing and I just freaked out...I mean I answered the question then walked over to his car. It could have happened right Then. He dropped me home, I gave him a awkward hug and he kissed me on the cheek.the next day I asked if I had been friendzoned as a joke and he says he won't know until we kiss properly. Then later on I was stressed and said I needed a hug, he said next time I see him make sure I get one.
Anyway like I said he would message me everyday. He doesn't message me as much, but I think the fact he's mentioning next time is a good sign right? He is staying with family at the moment, which might be why he's distant. How do I relax and stop being so awkward? I wanted to kiss him, yet I ran off.
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