How were you feeling, and what were you mainly thinking of, while following the 180 ?
Were you positive most of times, wanting to reconcile but willing to let go and have fun with life no matter what?
Were you already giving up on the idea of reconciling, happy with yourself and your new life, when they came into senses ?
Were you depressed and crying, longing for them but not showing it, acting cold?
Were you depressed, but already genuinely over them?
I'm a firm believer in the correlation between thoughts and feelings and the outcome of a situation. And right now, I'm forced to end my co-dependency and pull an 180. It's hard. I try the best I can to find joy in the little things on my own and not let this tear me apart. I want him still. But I want to have my feelings understood and respected. I want HIM to come after me. So strong I stay, sticking to the 180. for myself, but I won't lie, for him to see, as well...
So, those who got their spouse come begging, as a result of the 180 : how were you feeling, inside, while doing it?
Were you positive most of times, wanting to reconcile but willing to let go and have fun with life no matter what?
Were you already giving up on the idea of reconciling, happy with yourself and your new life, when they came into senses ?
Were you depressed and crying, longing for them but not showing it, acting cold?
Were you depressed, but already genuinely over them?
I'm a firm believer in the correlation between thoughts and feelings and the outcome of a situation. And right now, I'm forced to end my co-dependency and pull an 180. It's hard. I try the best I can to find joy in the little things on my own and not let this tear me apart. I want him still. But I want to have my feelings understood and respected. I want HIM to come after me. So strong I stay, sticking to the 180. for myself, but I won't lie, for him to see, as well...
So, those who got their spouse come begging, as a result of the 180 : how were you feeling, inside, while doing it?
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