You know..
Just today I went hiking with a MW whom I consider very sweet, smart, good looking etc. I hardly know her. I'm employing her for something.
It definitely occurred to me just how easy .. really how easy .. it is to fall into something with someone. We had a lot in common, if she was single I would've definitely asked to see her again. If she had been single, I could've easily seen a situation where we could've been trapped by the rain in a grotto or something, your eyes meet, a kiss ensues. I could tell she liked me, I have no idea if it was beyond just pleasant company and conversation.
I felt like I had to fight the urge to get to know her better. I established boundaries with myself and had to actively avoid conversation going in any dangerous direction.
This frightens me.
I was thrilled when her husband called to just "check in". The rest of the hike was great, I thanked her, and we will finish up the work via email.
It's unfortunate that men and women can't just be friends.
I feel paranoid now about any time alone with MWs. Like, something could happen. What if some MW tried to kiss me AND I wanted it? I think I'd think just have to run away full speed.
Any other BS's run into this kind of problem?
Just today I went hiking with a MW whom I consider very sweet, smart, good looking etc. I hardly know her. I'm employing her for something.
It definitely occurred to me just how easy .. really how easy .. it is to fall into something with someone. We had a lot in common, if she was single I would've definitely asked to see her again. If she had been single, I could've easily seen a situation where we could've been trapped by the rain in a grotto or something, your eyes meet, a kiss ensues. I could tell she liked me, I have no idea if it was beyond just pleasant company and conversation.
I felt like I had to fight the urge to get to know her better. I established boundaries with myself and had to actively avoid conversation going in any dangerous direction.
This frightens me.
I was thrilled when her husband called to just "check in". The rest of the hike was great, I thanked her, and we will finish up the work via email.
It's unfortunate that men and women can't just be friends.
I feel paranoid now about any time alone with MWs. Like, something could happen. What if some MW tried to kiss me AND I wanted it? I think I'd think just have to run away full speed.
Any other BS's run into this kind of problem?
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