Hi
I'm not really sure why I'm making this post - maybe it's just so I can outpour what I'm feeling at the moment. Recently I met a girl who I met for a couple of days, and found myself infatuated with her. We only spoke a few times, so never really got too close. I guess we were both pretty shy. She lives a few hours away from me so I don't think I'll ever see her again, and this is making me really sad.
I can't stop thinking about her, constantly wishing that I had shared contact details so we could at least stay in touch so I could see what happens in the future, and thinking what could have been if I had talked to her some more.
I'm not sure what to do now. I honestly can't do anything without getting sad now. I think this is laughable since I barely knew her, but unfortunately I have less control of my emotions than I wish. Maybe if we had spoken more I would've found more of her flaws and maybe lost the infatuation, but I didn't.
I've managed to find her Twitter account, but I'm not sure if she still uses it, and even still I'm not sure if it would be a good idea to try and add her or restart communications, since I think that would be really creepy. I have a feeling that she was at least interested in me, but I could just be fabricating that entirely, deluded by my own irrational thoughts.
I've never really felt this way before - with normal crushes I can get over them pretty quickly, but this one has just taken over my life.
All I can hope for is that we, by some miracle chance, will meet again in the future. Maybe we will go to the same university for example. I am considering trying to contact her, but I'm not sure it would be a good idea like I said before. Maybe time will heal this. I'm really not sure what to do... Do I just try to forget her?
Thanks.
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