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I think I'm obsessed with my teacher ?!!

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So at the start of year 10 our class was taught by a relatively new maths teacher. I strongly disliked the subject and so this was just another typical year of me not really trying and just assuming that because I've never been that great there's no point in really trying. In the summer holidays however I decided to set myself the challenge of getting a really high grade in maths as I figured if I put enough effort in then surely I can't fail. After getting a D on the mock before the summer as well I felt I'd really let myself down. So starting from September I began to really work hard in lessons and as I had revised many topics I found myself finishing work before everyone else and always asking to do more. My teacher realised I was putting in the extra effort and so he paid more attention to me in class. I liked this and it made me feel good inside and so spurred me on to do more and more work to the point at which every single day I'd come home to do maths. I thoroughly enjoyed it though and maths became my favourite subject despite me having despised it for the last few years. I really felt the desire to do well in the exams in order to live up to my teachers expectations to me and so would end up getting close to full marks in papers to do just that as I craved for the reaction I would get from the class and the praise my teacher would give me. At home however I found myself going over in my head the things my teacher had said to me and it made me feel so good inside and so ended up thinking about him all the time and I still do now. I'm gutted that I never have lessons with him again as he's such a lovely person who really wanted to do well. The next time I'll see him is results day I hope and I just can't stop thinking about how I'm gonna feel if I have done good as he really wanted me to do good as he knows the amount of effort I put in. So yeh I'm slightly obsessed, and plan to become a teacher myself as I see him as such an awesome role model. Wow that was deep.

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