Basically she is a nasty person and she is so fake with me when her son is about so he is convinced she likes me when in fact she doesn't give a toss about me.
I can't say anything about his mommy or he thinks I am a selfish b*tch, so I have to keep my mouth shut whatever she does to me (mind you, she did very bad things to him as well).
My problem is that now if she gets in contact, I get insanely mad... I just can't stand her so much that seeing bf on the phone to her or her messages to me (she bothers texting me ONLY when she needs me to get him to call her and he's got a bloody functioning phone too) or her calls (always to ask me to get her beloved son to call her) make me get very anxious. Yesterday it was pretty bad I got purple and blotchy on my chest, face and neck and my hands started shaking uncontrollably.
She's making me physically ill but, as I said, if I were to tell bf, he'd just accuse me of being a moany b*tch...
I am not demanding that he cut ties with her, but I don't want to be seen as the b*tch. I want him to understand why I hate her and that I have good reasons (he thinks whatever she does, I need to suck it up to keep him happy) and want him to stop thinking that his mum likes me when she just pretends with him to make me appear like the unreasonable one. Why can't he see my side?
How can I cope with my anxiety?
I can't say anything about his mommy or he thinks I am a selfish b*tch, so I have to keep my mouth shut whatever she does to me (mind you, she did very bad things to him as well).
My problem is that now if she gets in contact, I get insanely mad... I just can't stand her so much that seeing bf on the phone to her or her messages to me (she bothers texting me ONLY when she needs me to get him to call her and he's got a bloody functioning phone too) or her calls (always to ask me to get her beloved son to call her) make me get very anxious. Yesterday it was pretty bad I got purple and blotchy on my chest, face and neck and my hands started shaking uncontrollably.
She's making me physically ill but, as I said, if I were to tell bf, he'd just accuse me of being a moany b*tch...
I am not demanding that he cut ties with her, but I don't want to be seen as the b*tch. I want him to understand why I hate her and that I have good reasons (he thinks whatever she does, I need to suck it up to keep him happy) and want him to stop thinking that his mum likes me when she just pretends with him to make me appear like the unreasonable one. Why can't he see my side?
How can I cope with my anxiety?
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