| So H has been gone about 3.5 weeks and I was doing really well. The 180 was working, I actually had moments of relief that perhaps I was getting out of a relationship that never quite fit right. I was strong and happy. But GEEZ weekends are hard!! I started to feel sad this morning and now by Sunday night I'm pretty miserable. Weekends are such a family time and it's hard to find things to do...oh, I mean I can take the kids on outings but I'm just finding it so lonely for me, for some adult company. My girlfriends are all in relationships and Saturdays seem to be designated date nights. Any advice on how to deal with the weekend loneliness? Once I get into a spiral its hard to get out. I really really hate self pity but once I start to feel sad I quickly slip into "why has my relationship failed and everyone else's are so successful? Why do these things happen to me?" Yuck!! | |||
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