Is it time to throw in the towel?

My heart is fluttering as I type this and as it reflects on the increasingly real possibility that my husband and I divorce. We were in R. I gave him another chance. I just found the history deleted on the ipod. I determined from the google search record associated with his email that he had searched "strip clubs" five days ago. My WH began with cyber chatting with girls, though it was only flirty and not sexual. I caught that over a year ago and rugswept. I found out around our anniversary. Fast forward to our next anniversary and I find out he has been in contact with three girls - one a stripper, one an escort, and one some random store clerk who he wanted to take out. The strippers number he got when visiting the strip club. This I suppose dday2 was right before Thankgiving. After an initial couple weeks of just limbo, we began to R - or so I thought. I can't believe this. And he started blaming me when I flipped on him. Saying that I'm being so cold that it's too much pressure on him. Blah blah. I turned cold. I am printing the divorce papers. He is balling his eyes out and begging for another chance. I don't see how or why he deserves another chance. I just hope he doesn't try to hurt himself. I can't believe this is happening to us.

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