| Hi there! Cut a very long story short, my teacher who i loved dearly moved to the other side of the world...it tore me up leading up to when he finally left. We had a great, easy relationship at school. It was hard work on my part, but he was definitely worth it. It got better and better, we spoke more and more and i found that we had a lot more in common than i even thought. I think we were intrigued by each other. We said about 5 goodbyes to each other in total,... each one got harder. I cried behind closed doors, i felt i was losing so much, almost abandoned. We hugged farewell but in the final moment before he walked away he said "id changed his principles and to add him on facebook...." (something which he strongly forbade anyone from doing before). So I did. That night after the state i was in, i plucked up the courage. I thought nothing of it for a few days... other people in my year also added him to by annoyance and he accepted, i watched as the numbers increased. (Couple of months later he deleted all these people apart from me) A few days later - i got a message from him at 11 at night saying "good night" . That was it, no messages previous... it shook me up, i found it weird. With my head clear the next day i decided to message him "hi" and ever since we have spoken almost every day for the past 8 months.... He's become my confidant, and we've grown much closer due to our "connection". I took me 2 months to stop crying everyday after he left... and that was while we were in communication. He left to live with his gf. Its quite likely he knows that i must have feelings for him, I believe he plays ignorant to it because its easier. :/ I dont know what to do, my feelings are just as strong if not stronger since i fe lt this way for 2 years now. What can i do at just 17? | |||
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