| Basically my ex broke up with me 5 weeks ago. and he was my first love, i am trying my hardest to move on, but its killing me. and this week that just went, he started sending me some really nice ok texts, and has been coming across like he wants to see me. and people have been saying it sounds like he missed me. I dont know if its because i went to his wednesday, and he wasnt in, and i ended up catching up with his brother and mum and that he might of wanted to see me. but he did put a sad face in the text he sent me.. but yesterday we spoke on the phone after he went to a party and it was an ok chat. and he said to me i can see him next weekend. But i was really silly and not that long ago just called him on the phone, i asked him all the usual questions like 'how was lastnight and if you are ok' but then i was really stupid and asked if he's seeing anyone. and now i feel like a idiot! because i feel like i've just messed up :( and ive been crying ever since i asked him that. everything has been seeming to be going ok between us, as he has been talking to me more, and seeming nice and we was just acting like friends and i also was ok with the whole situation between us. and now i just want to hide. :( I also asked him if he'd like to go out sunday(as he agreed to catch up soon) and he said Yeah sure, but i have a feeling he wont now. The reason i asked is because i've been noticing photos on facebook of him and this girl in his class at uni, and they come across as they like one another....:( and i've also been hearing this from people in his class. and because i of course still have feelings for him, i just wanted to know. and now i wish i just left it. what should i do now? Was it a stupid thing to do? even though i wanted to know it help me a bit? should i just leave him alone for the rest of the week? and see what happens next weekend? | |||
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