This is something that I've been pondering since seperation, I am wondering now, considering I've realised I've fallen out of love with my STBX, if I had actually led her on.
The problems that we had kept getting worse and better at the same time, through it all I tried to convince myself to love her, looking at the positives of her, trying to tell myself that I still loved her... and I thought I felt it then. But when D-day happened, I felt nothing but complete indifference.
My question is, did I lead her on?
In the future, is telling myself that I love someone an unhealthy dynamic?
The problems that we had kept getting worse and better at the same time, through it all I tried to convince myself to love her, looking at the positives of her, trying to tell myself that I still loved her... and I thought I felt it then. But when D-day happened, I felt nothing but complete indifference.
My question is, did I lead her on?
In the future, is telling myself that I love someone an unhealthy dynamic?
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