Me and my girlfriend have been together for around 9 months and for the longest time I've loved her so much but lately I just feel like the spark isn't there anymore :( I am her first proper boyfriend and she's my first proper girlfriend.. we used to always talk about getting married and she talks about having a life together and having kids and I just feel like each time she says it I like the idea less and less. She is still so in love with me and I feel like i'm waiting in this place the feeling comes back stronger again but it doesn't seem to. There are other reasons too like the fact I don't feel like she makes an effort with her appearance anymore.. she used to try hard to make herself look beautiful and now she never does anything like that and the sad thing is I know that if I really loved her I wouldn't feel less in love with her over stuff like that but I do. I don't know what to do anymore... Christmas is coming up and she's already brought me a present as well. She wants to spend the rest of her life with me and we lost our virginities to eachother and I don't know if I could break her heart, and I don't understand why the feeling of love has kind of died and it just makes me feel like an awful person. It would ruin her if I left her and it would probably ruin me too and I've drifted away from lots of my friends since we've been together. I really really don't know what to do and I can barely concentrate in college at all..
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