So, I'll call him A.
So, after waiting for a new replacement flatmate, we finally get A. Very handsome, all the girls in our house fancy him, a proper sporty type of lad.
We went out Friday night, and I tell him I'm gay and he doesn't believe me, and felt bad for telling me I was lying when everyone confirmed it, and he came upto me and we had a good drunken chat. He told me he had gay family, even dropped in that he was bicurious last year which I decided not to acknowledge to make things less awkward.
We lost him, and me and my friends were going for food when he calls me. I go and find him, and tell him the others have gone home (because he told me hewas bicurious, time to make a move). We walked home, and more or less he came out to me, atleast that he's not straight.
He's distraught over it, he took long pauses between speaking, he'd get really frustrated, he'd need 5 minutes of thought, he'd tell me he was gay, tell me he was bi, tell me about how coming out would ruin his sports etc.
Then it gets more heated and he starts to come on to me. At this point my motive was to help him, what he told me made me teary. I wanted to be there for him. We kissed, even then one time he'd be all over me, the next moment he wouldn't even let me touch him.
After 2 hours of chatting, we got back into my flat and we had oral sex. He was really sweet, but all of a sudden stopped. He started dressing, I didn't want to stop him because I was obviously not going to finish. He gives me a hugg, a kiss on the cheak and walks out. After saying things like "i don't want to just be your 13th shag" and "I liked you when I saw you"..
I get a message this morning saying:
"Hello mate, can we keep last night between me and you for now I'm still pretty confused about stuff x"
I said ofcourse x, then a few hours later:
"Just don't want people to know cos I wanted to come into the flat and make friends with you all cos you're all well nice and feel like this ruins it a bit, would appreciate if its just forgotten mate"
I really like him, but how can I just forget? How can I listen to him talking about girls, see him bring them back?
So, after waiting for a new replacement flatmate, we finally get A. Very handsome, all the girls in our house fancy him, a proper sporty type of lad.
We went out Friday night, and I tell him I'm gay and he doesn't believe me, and felt bad for telling me I was lying when everyone confirmed it, and he came upto me and we had a good drunken chat. He told me he had gay family, even dropped in that he was bicurious last year which I decided not to acknowledge to make things less awkward.
We lost him, and me and my friends were going for food when he calls me. I go and find him, and tell him the others have gone home (because he told me hewas bicurious, time to make a move). We walked home, and more or less he came out to me, atleast that he's not straight.
He's distraught over it, he took long pauses between speaking, he'd get really frustrated, he'd need 5 minutes of thought, he'd tell me he was gay, tell me he was bi, tell me about how coming out would ruin his sports etc.
Then it gets more heated and he starts to come on to me. At this point my motive was to help him, what he told me made me teary. I wanted to be there for him. We kissed, even then one time he'd be all over me, the next moment he wouldn't even let me touch him.
After 2 hours of chatting, we got back into my flat and we had oral sex. He was really sweet, but all of a sudden stopped. He started dressing, I didn't want to stop him because I was obviously not going to finish. He gives me a hugg, a kiss on the cheak and walks out. After saying things like "i don't want to just be your 13th shag" and "I liked you when I saw you"..
I get a message this morning saying:
"Hello mate, can we keep last night between me and you for now I'm still pretty confused about stuff x"
I said ofcourse x, then a few hours later:
"Just don't want people to know cos I wanted to come into the flat and make friends with you all cos you're all well nice and feel like this ruins it a bit, would appreciate if its just forgotten mate"
I really like him, but how can I just forget? How can I listen to him talking about girls, see him bring them back?
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