The last time I came on here to discuss my experiences, I was absolutely ripped to shreds with written abuse from some users who are egotistical maniacs and love the power of anonymity on the internet. But I'm used to that and (let's be honest) I must deserve it after the way my "family" and "friends" have treated me. I've started writing a diary which will likely never be seen by anyone (because they don't care!), unless someone digs it up 200 years from now and discovers what I've been through. I'm a sensitive, thoughtful person trying to make sense of why some of us are ruthlessly attacked with baseless accusations, but maybe one day after I'm dead there might be an answer to that. My point is that some of us just seem to be abuse magnets - leave alone the fact that we might have feelings too.
As I sit here absolutely miserable, in the depths of despair, I truly know what it means to be alone and misunderstood by everyone around you. Notice that I've told you absolutely nothing in this post about my life, my relationships, my emotional pain, my ambitions or my diagnosis of mental illness. And yet someone will always find a way to destroy you, regardless of whether their actions are justified or even if they have any concrete evidence to use against you. None of you know anything about me or who I am as a person. Let me take this opportunity to do a little experiment: what would you do if someone whom you don't know anything about, actually let you voluntarily attack them?
So, for the first time ever on TSR: here is an open invitation for all of you to send me your worst written abuse possible because that's all I'm good for. If you ever end up in my situation, you can always rely on TSR to make your day 100 times worse. I might as well welcome the abuse and contempt - God knows that's all I seem to get nowadays. :mad:
As I sit here absolutely miserable, in the depths of despair, I truly know what it means to be alone and misunderstood by everyone around you. Notice that I've told you absolutely nothing in this post about my life, my relationships, my emotional pain, my ambitions or my diagnosis of mental illness. And yet someone will always find a way to destroy you, regardless of whether their actions are justified or even if they have any concrete evidence to use against you. None of you know anything about me or who I am as a person. Let me take this opportunity to do a little experiment: what would you do if someone whom you don't know anything about, actually let you voluntarily attack them?
So, for the first time ever on TSR: here is an open invitation for all of you to send me your worst written abuse possible because that's all I'm good for. If you ever end up in my situation, you can always rely on TSR to make your day 100 times worse. I might as well welcome the abuse and contempt - God knows that's all I seem to get nowadays. :mad:
Put the internet to work for you.
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