Hey All.
Just came across this site and thought I would post/rant/confess.
I'm a bloke from Sydney and been married 25 years. Last 15 of which have been sexless......yep less than 10 times a year. Heck 10 times would be great.
Now if this sounds like a pity party its not.
Basically let me confess:
1. I'm screwed in the head, by that I mean I feel lonely, unwanted and down, not depressed but down and often sarcastic and angry.
2. I'm jealous. I go out past shops like the ones that sell female underwear and think, thats so nice, must be some lucky fellas out there. Yep I feel jealous....wtf wrong with me ?
3. I now drink more than before.
4. I have taken to going to clubs here (not night clubs) but clubs to play the pokies (slots). I waste hours and hate myself for it.
I go after work or after dinner. I go to get some fun, escape the crap that is my life....but then feel even worse after.
I still hold down a full time job but I'm the sad clown. I've lost a lot of social contact and only friends these days are work pals.
And before anybody tells me:
A) Talk to your wife....forget it she doesnt want to know. Sex is too messy....dont even know what that means. She doesnt give a damn how I feel or how its affected me (selfish me ???)
B) Divorce.....no I've read too much on how it stuffs up kids. No way am I doing that to them.
C) Therapy.....kidding right. No nothing wrong with her, I'm oversexed......frickin joke that one. Apparently your not normal if after 2 years of nothing you raise the issue.
Thanks for reading.
PS I think (tin foil hat) this marriage was a trap. Before marriage she was all over me sexually. Honeymoon....nothing. For the first couple of years it was OK. Who knows.
Thanks for reading.
Just came across this site and thought I would post/rant/confess.
I'm a bloke from Sydney and been married 25 years. Last 15 of which have been sexless......yep less than 10 times a year. Heck 10 times would be great.
Now if this sounds like a pity party its not.
Basically let me confess:
1. I'm screwed in the head, by that I mean I feel lonely, unwanted and down, not depressed but down and often sarcastic and angry.
2. I'm jealous. I go out past shops like the ones that sell female underwear and think, thats so nice, must be some lucky fellas out there. Yep I feel jealous....wtf wrong with me ?
3. I now drink more than before.
4. I have taken to going to clubs here (not night clubs) but clubs to play the pokies (slots). I waste hours and hate myself for it.
I go after work or after dinner. I go to get some fun, escape the crap that is my life....but then feel even worse after.
I still hold down a full time job but I'm the sad clown. I've lost a lot of social contact and only friends these days are work pals.
And before anybody tells me:
A) Talk to your wife....forget it she doesnt want to know. Sex is too messy....dont even know what that means. She doesnt give a damn how I feel or how its affected me (selfish me ???)
B) Divorce.....no I've read too much on how it stuffs up kids. No way am I doing that to them.
C) Therapy.....kidding right. No nothing wrong with her, I'm oversexed......frickin joke that one. Apparently your not normal if after 2 years of nothing you raise the issue.
Thanks for reading.
PS I think (tin foil hat) this marriage was a trap. Before marriage she was all over me sexually. Honeymoon....nothing. For the first couple of years it was OK. Who knows.
Thanks for reading.
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