well one of my mates turned my tinder on to boys and girls one night, so this lad who is actually really good looking and not the usually gay/camp guy that you see about starts chatting with me. I was talking back and told him the situation that i wasn't gay and everything, anyway we still talked a lot, and arranged to meet up we hit it off, had such a good time just having drinks by ourselves. He knew that i was slightly uncomfortable with all of this and is really cool about it, and asked if id be up for a second "date" which i didn't initially like him calling our meet ups, to me we're just hanging out. Anyway we met up and again i had such a good time, when he was walking me to the train station it was late and no one was about, we ended up kissing hard, i didn't even think about it...... and it felt more passionate than it has with any girl I've kissed, i wanted more but stopped myself. This was a few days ago we've arranged to meet up again, and still talk e veryday but now I'm worrying i might be turning gay i really don't want to be .... so I'm thinking about cutting all contact with him and finding a girl asap lol ( i don't mean to sound cave manish at all ) on the other hand maybe this is a phase and i should just go with it?? any one being in a similar predicament ? any advice or whatever would be welcomed thanks :)
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