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Dear x,
I hope this letter finds you well; as this is the first time I've ever done something like this and probably the last. So please bear with me, whilst I try to be as honest as I can. Please don't freak, I'd really appreciate if you could read this alone and take it all in.
When we first met, we both had chemistry and even on our date I think we can both agree that it was quite something special. Even our hands are a perfect fit. I know you loved it, and still to this day I knew everything happened for a reason. I just wished the reason would hurry up and make itself known, if it ever will.
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they are meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out whom you are or who you want to become. Your mother has done a fantastic job in bringing you up, and I am honestly proud to say I met an intelligent and very talented young girl with so much going for her.
I can fully understand what it is like being away from everything in a city all by yourself, I can tell you're emotionally shattered and this is why I tried my best to comfort you on the airport trips, and why I wanted to help you with your room just so you can focus on what's most important and that's your degree.
I made a huge mistake of being too hasty, and your "flatmates/best friend" quite rightly protected you. I have no hard feelings against any of them and I only wish I took things slower with you, so they realised I was right for you. You know me better than any of them, and you know deep down that I'd never hurt you or push you to do anything you didn't want to do.
I am sure you spoke positively to Katelyn about me, as I did note she liked our post that we were at Heathrow. You obviously have feelings for me but there's an underlying issue, it's like you're torn between your own thoughts and something else. If you was to go with your heart I don't think you'd regret it, I don't think they'd ever need to say. "I told you so" either because it would never have come to it.
I promised you I'd always be there for you, and you have Paddington to remind you that wherever you go in life you'll always have me by your side. If you look up at the sky, I'll always be looking down on you in spirit. Unfortunately though with a heavy heart that it's best I leave you alone now, to find your own feet and realise that life is just way too short.
If saying goodbye forever is not what you want, text or call me.
Your's faithfully,
xx
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