Hello,
To cut a long story short, I was seeing this guy for around a month. He was the first person I have ever felt a deep connection with and I completely opened up my heart to him.
I broke things off because he was using a dating app called grinder. He told me twice he'd delete it and didn't. Afterwards, I felt really bad without him. I messaged him to say I'll always have a special place for him in my heart and that I will always cherish the good times we had. It was an amazing new experience for me. (btw, we're gay)
Last night, I messaged him to ask if we were on bad terms, and if he didn't want to speak to me I respect that but can he at least let me know so we're on the same page. He read it and didn't reply.
I got talking to someone who knows him. I was suspicious there was a nasty side to him so I asked what he knew. I was told that he speaks to loads of lads and once he has sex with them, he leaves them and goes onto someone else. He also has a friend who he has sex with at least twice a week. Nobody knows who it is because the person he's sleeping with is supposed to be straight.
I am absolutely heart broken and I feel physically sick. Luckily, I didn't have full on sex with him, but I feel so naïve and stupid that I could have trusted someone so much. I genuinely believed he was one of the most honest people I'd met. How am I going to trust anyone again? I've completely lost my sex drive and dating to me seems more like a chore than a pleasure. I just really need some advice. Thanks for reading.
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