So, I've just gotten out of a complicated phase in my life. I loved a girl for around two years and I've just now managed to escape it. I started my first year of College recently and there's a girl I like. We've never really spoken, the only time I remember was on the first day when we had to awkwardly introduce ourselves to our classmates. I used to catch her looking at me quite a bit, I sit at the back and so does she, but on opposite sides. She's stopped looking at me in class for the most part but outside class she seems to lock eyes with me a lot. Once I was queuing up outside class and I left a gap between me and this other girl. The girl I was crushing on went between us and filled the gap, she then held the door open for me and smiled at me. Though I don't know if this means anything. There was also a coincidental meeting we had, I finished early on a college day but I decided to stay because some friends from another college were going to visit. I went t o a different bus stop than my regular and took a different route, my crush was there. She got on the bus but I didn't because it was packed, I told my friend about her and he said that she kept looking at me. I feel something special with this girl and it's completely stupid, I know. Thing is, I'm not looking for any serious relationships given that I'm 16 and not really in a good place to be pursuing such things. Also, I've never been in a formal relationship but I've had a sexting buddy for a while. Not sure if I should actually pursue the girl and risk ****ing up or if I should just let it be.
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