When I say nothing is wrong, I should say nothing has changed. I have been married almost 13 years. We have 4 boys together. We are friends. We have satisfying sex, but something is just not there. I'm not happy. I'm bored, and that's been for years now. I'm not selfish by nature, and he is a great guy so I've been just going through the motions hoping to feel happy eventually. He is very much in love with me, which of course makes me feel worse. I honestly don't think anything will ever come of it, because I do love him and don't want to devastate him. But what becomes of my life, my one life? Is this it for me?? I'd love for this to be a phase. Can phases last upwards of 3 years? How can I love him so much, but want something else? I don't have any one person in mind. I just know that I'm not happy and I know what's making me unhappy. What I don't know is how to fix it. Any words of wisdom appreciated!
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