Theres nothing feminine about me, I like everything that the male gender are supposed to like, get told i walk like a man and am told to be ladylike which really annoys me. I never wear heels skirts or anything i only feel comfortable in clothing other than these, I dont mind wearing cardigans/feminine shirts etc but im sick of being told i walk like a man. My bf told me how i walked (did an impression a bit like an ape) and i said you walk like that he said im a ****ing man.
I also hate how my body is designed to give birth I mean i would have preferred a strong productive body as im into sport but im only 5ft and i feel weak most of the time despite lifting weights. I also hate the fact that apparantly women lose attractiveness with age whereas men apparantly can maintain it as ling as they work out. Im in my late twenties and have only just started to become less shy so I didnt bother with relationships when younger so in way feel ive wasted my life. Its not that I really mind being the female sex but just all the gender stereotypes and consequences (being weak, not much timd to have kids/losing fertility/being less valued when older) that come with it. Ive slways been a tomboy and lads have slways been my role models in a way in terms of getting fit/sports. It hasnt bothered me that much up to now but the older i get the more i hate all this idea of being feminine :/.
Just wanted advice/opinions although thetes not much i can do about it ..and no im not changing my sex as im only 5ft and id be a dwarf lol.
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