I know it's still early days (H confessed end of Aug.), we are trying to work through things but I still feel, well I don't know how I feel, empty, still getting upset, questions going round and round in my head still, even though he has answered everything I have asked. I want to feel normal again (if that's the right word to use), feel like I am getting worse, crying, don't know what to do and I am over eating, it's like I need to stuff myself with food and I don't know why this is. Trying to stay strong isn't easy, I have no-one to talk to as I haven't told any of my family what happened. Just posting here I suppose to get it off my chest. Trying to be happy for the kids with Christmas coming, even though they are 11 and 15, just want them to have a nice, happy time.
Will I ever get over this?
Will I ever get over this?
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