In the past I've dated 2 of my guy friends and it didn't work out with either of them; we no longer talk. I've been good friends with a guy Ashley for over 3 years. When we first met I was seeing someone else so I didn't see Ashley as anything more than a friend, he used to give me advice etc and we got on really well .
Things ended with the guy I was dating Then a few months down the line Ashley took me to the movies a couple of times. He never made a move so I just assumed it wasn't really a date. Still till this day he will invite me out, offer to pay but I accept that we are just friends. Except he is always on my mind, sometimes I have to stop myself from texting him cos I wanna talk to him more or less all the time.
There are soo many little things he's done for me that he hasn't had to do. He's even said on occasions "if it was anyone else I wouldn't bother" and I believe it cos of the kind of person he is.
Last week I texted him and said I really needed someone to talk to and he was going to drive to my house to see me, but I was out. So He called me and we were on the phone for hours, at the start I was miserable and almost in tears. I didn't wanna go out with my friends that evening cos I felt like crap. by the end if the convo I felt so much better after talking to him. I got dressed and went in the end. The next day he went out and after came to my house to see if I was okay. I laughed so much, the most I've laughed in months to be honest. He actually put so many things in perspective.
He is sooo great. I've known this forever!!! Gggggg how do I accept we are only friends? Ice tried keeping my distance but it doesn't really work!
Things ended with the guy I was dating Then a few months down the line Ashley took me to the movies a couple of times. He never made a move so I just assumed it wasn't really a date. Still till this day he will invite me out, offer to pay but I accept that we are just friends. Except he is always on my mind, sometimes I have to stop myself from texting him cos I wanna talk to him more or less all the time.
There are soo many little things he's done for me that he hasn't had to do. He's even said on occasions "if it was anyone else I wouldn't bother" and I believe it cos of the kind of person he is.
Last week I texted him and said I really needed someone to talk to and he was going to drive to my house to see me, but I was out. So He called me and we were on the phone for hours, at the start I was miserable and almost in tears. I didn't wanna go out with my friends that evening cos I felt like crap. by the end if the convo I felt so much better after talking to him. I got dressed and went in the end. The next day he went out and after came to my house to see if I was okay. I laughed so much, the most I've laughed in months to be honest. He actually put so many things in perspective.
He is sooo great. I've known this forever!!! Gggggg how do I accept we are only friends? Ice tried keeping my distance but it doesn't really work!
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