Hello. I posted here a few months ago about my marriage going through a rough patch. You can look up my last thread about it.
Just when I thought everything had settled down and everything was back to normal, my ex showed up. Just three days ago, he showed up on my birthday.
He knows I am married and I was expecting a baby which I lost.
I wasn't over my grief of losing my first child and now this happened.
My ex with whom I had a week long sexual affair decided to return and the first thing he wanted to do was kiss me.
I wont lie I lost half of my self control on seeing him again. I could never get over his eyes and I just realized this now when I was literally hypnotized by him on just seeing him.
He hugged me and told me how much he missed me and how he couldn't get over the time we spent together. He claims he tried his best to focus on his career as he never wanted to have any serious relationships but it was impossible for him to forget me and because he was haunted by all the memories we shared during our fling for such a long time, he had no option but to accept he had something else for me.
I didnt know how to react. Part of me was happy because I will admit I have never been so crazily attracted to any man as much as I have been towards him.
He tried to kiss me but I somehow stopped him. His touch gave me goosebumps. I can't explain. I told him I am married and I love my husband but he clearly said I don't love my husband as much as I love him.
He admitted that he is here to get me because I belong to him and he isnt going anywhere until I get with him.
My husband does not know that he is back and I am scared of telling him. I don't know what to do. I tried to ward off my feelings for my ex but I find myself thinking about him.
What do I do? I am at wits end.
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Just when I thought everything had settled down and everything was back to normal, my ex showed up. Just three days ago, he showed up on my birthday.
He knows I am married and I was expecting a baby which I lost.
I wasn't over my grief of losing my first child and now this happened.
My ex with whom I had a week long sexual affair decided to return and the first thing he wanted to do was kiss me.
I wont lie I lost half of my self control on seeing him again. I could never get over his eyes and I just realized this now when I was literally hypnotized by him on just seeing him.
He hugged me and told me how much he missed me and how he couldn't get over the time we spent together. He claims he tried his best to focus on his career as he never wanted to have any serious relationships but it was impossible for him to forget me and because he was haunted by all the memories we shared during our fling for such a long time, he had no option but to accept he had something else for me.
I didnt know how to react. Part of me was happy because I will admit I have never been so crazily attracted to any man as much as I have been towards him.
He tried to kiss me but I somehow stopped him. His touch gave me goosebumps. I can't explain. I told him I am married and I love my husband but he clearly said I don't love my husband as much as I love him.
He admitted that he is here to get me because I belong to him and he isnt going anywhere until I get with him.
My husband does not know that he is back and I am scared of telling him. I don't know what to do. I tried to ward off my feelings for my ex but I find myself thinking about him.
What do I do? I am at wits end.
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