I was friends with a guy for ages. Now we don't speak. He has changed his ways and is really religious now (muslim). He is very different from me. I am happy for him, once he got closer to Islam, his anger faded, he is much calmer. But I do miss him. I read our old messages and it kills me. I need help moving on. I want to go to uni and become a doctor now, I wont see him ever again Im assuming, but when im studying I see him looking at me, its really strange now. I miss the old times, we were so close. He used to share everything with me. At first I thought he was like a brother but then feelings changed and I never told him. I never planned to as I am against dating. Btw I am 17 and a female. I live in London, and only met him at college here. In high school we never spoke.
-I just don't know, is there any chance of me speaking to him In the future or should I just get over it. We didn't argue, we just drifted apart. I never see him now besides once or twice at college whilst eating lunch. Sometimes I feel like he was only my friend to date me.. and now I can tell he wants to speak but stops his self. I just need advice on how to get over it. It's hard. We were close, I felt comfortable with him. But I feel like he was only my friend as he wanted to date me.. am I wrong? I knew he liked me all along for years but acted like I never knew.
How do I get out of this eating my brain away?
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