I made a thread a while ago on my personal account about a girl but then i got so much hate and excused of being a prickhence why im anon.
I cant stop thinking about this girl. it has manifested in me so badly in me, I am in Love with her but i know she won't be interested in me. Not after what i did yesterday with her friend in college because of the way i acted retarded.
At first i believe i was lusting and then crushing but after yesterday retardness i can confirm i do love her. But popular girls will never go for the quiet ones as i am seen as miserable and quiet in my course (and besides i have depression which makes this situation complicated).
What can i ****ing do :(. Sometimes i just hope they kick her off the course or she leaves so that i can forget about her. I mean we have spoken but just in groups but yesterday i really acted like a ****ing ******* to her because i was shocked to see her when i wanted to do a secret thing in which i didnt want anyone to know about.
Please proper help and i am free to be angry if you piss me off.
Put the internet to work for you.
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