This is something I cannot admit in my real life. But considering this is an anonymous forum, I think it is for to be absolutely sincere here.
I love my wife but I have a lot more sex drive than her. It has been a generator of troubles in our relationship and sometimes I felt horrible because I felt like I force her to do things she is uncomfortable to do.
Several years ago, she had a illness and we didn't have sex for several months. It was when I broke my votes and fell with hookers for the first time.
Since them, I was falling with this kind of behavior time to time. I know it's wrong; but I can't say I regret it totally. Thanks them I experienced things that other way would be impossible for me. It would be unthinkable with my wife. Thanks them I fulfilled some of my fantasies without bother my wife asking her things which she feels very uncomfortable and disgusting. The hookers do their job and get their payment. No big deal for them. I feel this is a situation all win.
I love and care for my wife but I know she is the way she is. I can't change her (I struggled for years). I feel my impulses and fantasies have nothing to do with love; it is just lust or whatever you want to name.
My only concern is to get some STD, which would be terrible not because me but because I'm afraid to pass it to her; so I have to be extremely careful and that is the reason I minimize my exposure for it.
I'd like to know if there're others that feel the same, or are in similar circumstances and how you deal with it.
I love my wife but I have a lot more sex drive than her. It has been a generator of troubles in our relationship and sometimes I felt horrible because I felt like I force her to do things she is uncomfortable to do.
Several years ago, she had a illness and we didn't have sex for several months. It was when I broke my votes and fell with hookers for the first time.
Since them, I was falling with this kind of behavior time to time. I know it's wrong; but I can't say I regret it totally. Thanks them I experienced things that other way would be impossible for me. It would be unthinkable with my wife. Thanks them I fulfilled some of my fantasies without bother my wife asking her things which she feels very uncomfortable and disgusting. The hookers do their job and get their payment. No big deal for them. I feel this is a situation all win.
I love and care for my wife but I know she is the way she is. I can't change her (I struggled for years). I feel my impulses and fantasies have nothing to do with love; it is just lust or whatever you want to name.
My only concern is to get some STD, which would be terrible not because me but because I'm afraid to pass it to her; so I have to be extremely careful and that is the reason I minimize my exposure for it.
I'd like to know if there're others that feel the same, or are in similar circumstances and how you deal with it.
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