So there is this girl who I have liked for almost 3 years. I've known her for 8 of those years. She is someone who at the moment I consider my best friend - well, best friend who I DESPERATELY WANT TO GO OUT WITH!
For the first two of those years I started liking her, nothing happened. It was just me crushing on this girl who went to drama with me... but then about 8 months ago, BAM!! We are kissing and making out; not sure how that happened. I thought that was it! I thought that was the sign that the two years I had been waiting was worth the wait. That wasn't the case. I started to massively fall for her. I would just obsess and obsess over her, and I guess after two years it doesn't surprise me. At all parties, gatherings or events we seem to always end up kissing & making out. This made me fall for her even more!!
So it gets to last September and I'm being told by friends that it won't work. I get told this over and over again. Someone who I considered at the time one of my closest friends tells me that it will never ever work out. I listen to him and for that night I didn't kiss her once. I found out a few days later that he was only saying that so he could take advantage of her in the intoxicated sate she was in. You can imagine I now hate the guy.
I went off her for the better part of a month which believe me is impressive considering I liked her for almost 3 years. I didn't have a crush on her. But then it gets to another party and we're back in the situation we were in a few months beforehand!
You can imagine just how mad this is driving me!
I am going to her 16th birthday party next week and will presumably as I always do - make out with her.
What do I do? Kiss her? Don't? Ask her out? Shave all my hair off??
After stressing over this for 3 years some advice would help :)
Also thank you so much for reading if you made it this far!
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