I was cheated on by my husband. Took him months to admit it and I stupidly believed him when he'd say that he wasn't cheating. Finally the evidence had built up to the point that I would have been a fool to not see it and he'd have been an even bigger one to keep lying. While I have all the similar issues as those cheated on before me, the toughest one I've faced is trusting someone new after a decade or more of lies and betrayal.
For all intents and purposes, I've moved on, but there is a problem. We have two children together and he completely ignores us. I still sometimes lay awake at night envisioning verbally slaying him and his girlfriend until they were in tears. Some nights it is punching the crap out of them. I know this isn't a healthy way to think. The thought of actually seeing him sends me into a panic. I have no desire to be near him and my kids don't ever ask to see or talk to him, either. I know this also isn't ideal.
I need advice on how to deal with this. Thanks in advance for reading and possibly offering some words of wisdom.
For all intents and purposes, I've moved on, but there is a problem. We have two children together and he completely ignores us. I still sometimes lay awake at night envisioning verbally slaying him and his girlfriend until they were in tears. Some nights it is punching the crap out of them. I know this isn't a healthy way to think. The thought of actually seeing him sends me into a panic. I have no desire to be near him and my kids don't ever ask to see or talk to him, either. I know this also isn't ideal.
I need advice on how to deal with this. Thanks in advance for reading and possibly offering some words of wisdom.
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