My head has been going in circles trying to understand this so I was hoping to get another opinion on this. My husband has always wanted to have a 3 way with me and another man. It's always been a fantasy for him that he wanted to play out. We've only been married 3 years and I always promised that once I worked up the courage, we would do it. So a couple weeks ago I told him I was ready and we set ground rules about what would and wouldn't go down. I let him find the 3rd party (through craigslist) and we planned to do it this past saturday night.
Well we had the 3 way and I didn't enjoy it at all. Throughout the entire encounter, my husband seemed to be more into this other man than me. Maybe it's because I'm bad at roleplay or maybe it's because I have no connection with this man. I tried to pretend to enjoy it and make him happy but deep down, I couldn't wait until it was over. The heavy thing that has been on my mind is the fact that my husband went down on this man. I watched him go down on him for a good 5-10 minutes and my husband did things to him that I've never done. It made me feel uncomfortable and I felt that my husband have given another man oral before because he was just too good at this. He also did it until the other man climaxed and it was very disgusting for me. He didn't flinch at any moment and I could tell that he has done this before.
We haven't talked much about the sex but my husband has told me that he did enjoy it and wants to do another 3 way in the future. I do love him and want to make him happy but this is too much for me. I can get over having another man in the bedroom but I can't handle my husband going down and swallowing other men! Maybe I'm overacting and this behavior comes with the territory. I have never spied on him but now I'm thinking he may have been seeing men behind my back. It's really hard to explain but the skills he showed in the bedroom on that man, it was nothing that you could learn just by watching porn. He obviously has been with men at some point in his life. Should I try to see if he is cheating or should I just go along with this? We've only been together for 3 years but dated for 2 years prior to getting married. He is 24 and I'm 27. Thanks.
Well we had the 3 way and I didn't enjoy it at all. Throughout the entire encounter, my husband seemed to be more into this other man than me. Maybe it's because I'm bad at roleplay or maybe it's because I have no connection with this man. I tried to pretend to enjoy it and make him happy but deep down, I couldn't wait until it was over. The heavy thing that has been on my mind is the fact that my husband went down on this man. I watched him go down on him for a good 5-10 minutes and my husband did things to him that I've never done. It made me feel uncomfortable and I felt that my husband have given another man oral before because he was just too good at this. He also did it until the other man climaxed and it was very disgusting for me. He didn't flinch at any moment and I could tell that he has done this before.
We haven't talked much about the sex but my husband has told me that he did enjoy it and wants to do another 3 way in the future. I do love him and want to make him happy but this is too much for me. I can get over having another man in the bedroom but I can't handle my husband going down and swallowing other men! Maybe I'm overacting and this behavior comes with the territory. I have never spied on him but now I'm thinking he may have been seeing men behind my back. It's really hard to explain but the skills he showed in the bedroom on that man, it was nothing that you could learn just by watching porn. He obviously has been with men at some point in his life. Should I try to see if he is cheating or should I just go along with this? We've only been together for 3 years but dated for 2 years prior to getting married. He is 24 and I'm 27. Thanks.
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