15 months since seeing messages on instant messenger from my husband and his "internet friend" the sex chat was bad enough but the emotional messages were a knife in my heart, considering he hasn't and doesn't ever show those emotions to me. He ceased talking to her and hasn't been doing anything untoward since BUT I just can't get those words out of my head, just want him to express those emotions that he shared with her with me :mad: Perhaps he doesn't feel that way with me anymore, although he says he loves me. How on earth do I stop those hurtful words going round in my head - some days are good and some bad, this week is a bad one. Anyone experienced the same and got over it (apart from divorce). We have been together 36 years and after all this time I just don't know anymore:confused::confused:
Put the internet to work for you.

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