My boyfriend and I have a bit of a complicated history. We met in Jan of last year, spent a lot of time together.
He went to University in September and it was hard, I had been a bit weird about it because I wasn't sure how a LDR would work out and although we had spent the summer saying we loved each other and having a nice time together, I was apprehensive about him moving away and everything falling apart.
He became very distant in his first 3 weeks of University, it all came to a head when he told me he needed space as he was busy meeting new people and with his course. I was really upset and asked if he saw any future for us, his answer was "I haven't given up on the idea of us being together but right now, I just can't deal with this". I went offline in a mood, we didn't speak for three days and I then text him saying "sorry for being so weird over the weekend, I understand everything is hectic for you right now. Miss you and love you" and he replied saying "I love you too". I didn't text him again after that and thought it would be best to wait for him to come to me.
A week after that, I bumped into his best friend on a night out, who basically told me my boyfriend had met another girl at Uni and had been 'involved' with her, but wouldn't tell me anymore. I text him asking if this was true and his reply was "how would you even know if I was with someone else, are you spying on me?? that is messed up". I couldn't believe he was acting like that, so I replied telling him I didn't want to talk to him ever again and not to contact me and that we were done.
He then text me every week without fail, saying things like "I know you hate me but could you post my hoody back to me" and "I have some of your stuff, do you want it back?". I ignored these texts because I thought he was just trying to get my attention.
We didn't speak for 2 months, however he recently sent me a long text about how he missed me and couldn't stop thinking about me and I still had really strong feelings for him so I said we could meet up and talk. Long story short, we are now officially in a relationship.
But I'm still really angry about this other girl, he completely broke my heart over it and I just can't forget it. He said he didn't sleep with her (and for personal reasons I know he's telling the truth) but they did kiss and cuddle in his bed a few times. He says he then broke things off with her because he didn't actually like her and it made him realise how much he loves me. I went to stay with him at his Uni over the weekend and the girl he was involved with walked in the kitchen when we were in there and sat on the sofa smirking and making little comments, he said that she still likes him and she wasn't very happy when she found out he was now going out with me so I think she was just trying to upset me but it was really really hard to deal with and I've felt so awful ever since.
Im just really upset that he did it in the first place and that he didn't even have the guts to just tell me the truth. Also that he wouldn't leave me alone when I told him not to contact me, I just feel stupid for taking him back but at the same time I do love him?
Someone help me.
He went to University in September and it was hard, I had been a bit weird about it because I wasn't sure how a LDR would work out and although we had spent the summer saying we loved each other and having a nice time together, I was apprehensive about him moving away and everything falling apart.
He became very distant in his first 3 weeks of University, it all came to a head when he told me he needed space as he was busy meeting new people and with his course. I was really upset and asked if he saw any future for us, his answer was "I haven't given up on the idea of us being together but right now, I just can't deal with this". I went offline in a mood, we didn't speak for three days and I then text him saying "sorry for being so weird over the weekend, I understand everything is hectic for you right now. Miss you and love you" and he replied saying "I love you too". I didn't text him again after that and thought it would be best to wait for him to come to me.
A week after that, I bumped into his best friend on a night out, who basically told me my boyfriend had met another girl at Uni and had been 'involved' with her, but wouldn't tell me anymore. I text him asking if this was true and his reply was "how would you even know if I was with someone else, are you spying on me?? that is messed up". I couldn't believe he was acting like that, so I replied telling him I didn't want to talk to him ever again and not to contact me and that we were done.
He then text me every week without fail, saying things like "I know you hate me but could you post my hoody back to me" and "I have some of your stuff, do you want it back?". I ignored these texts because I thought he was just trying to get my attention.
We didn't speak for 2 months, however he recently sent me a long text about how he missed me and couldn't stop thinking about me and I still had really strong feelings for him so I said we could meet up and talk. Long story short, we are now officially in a relationship.
But I'm still really angry about this other girl, he completely broke my heart over it and I just can't forget it. He said he didn't sleep with her (and for personal reasons I know he's telling the truth) but they did kiss and cuddle in his bed a few times. He says he then broke things off with her because he didn't actually like her and it made him realise how much he loves me. I went to stay with him at his Uni over the weekend and the girl he was involved with walked in the kitchen when we were in there and sat on the sofa smirking and making little comments, he said that she still likes him and she wasn't very happy when she found out he was now going out with me so I think she was just trying to upset me but it was really really hard to deal with and I've felt so awful ever since.
Im just really upset that he did it in the first place and that he didn't even have the guts to just tell me the truth. Also that he wouldn't leave me alone when I told him not to contact me, I just feel stupid for taking him back but at the same time I do love him?
Someone help me.
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