wife asked me if I was happy, and I could not answer her. I don't know why. Actually I do. Her mediocrity towards life and our relationship has put a strain on me. My acceptance of her mediocrity makes her mad. I felt at times that I should push her as a man should push his wife to better herself. I told her I will always push her. I can't just live ideally with someone next to me and be in acceptance of all their actions. I have to push. She started crying soon after. I told her I would be happy if she was happy. She said one person can't make another happy.
She recently quit school, then quit work. She is now a stay at home mom. She's been lax about that and I've been pushing her to get more done, but that just turned into a nasty fight. She told me as with sex, she doesn't want to be pushed in life. That I should accept her. She wants no stress. That everyone, from her mother, to family, to me, we all stress her. wife is at a point in her life where she doesn't have any drive for anything. she says she is happy, but right now she is at a point where she is just living day to day. she feels blah.
We don't have sex anymore unless its that one day a month that her body tells her. I don't push her anymore. She says she loves me and desires me, and loves sex once it is started. last month right before her period she asked if I wanted a quicky considering weeks went by, i told her I don't want to cum just to cum. I would want to if she desired it, she said she wasn't in the mood.
I can't touch her. My touch does not bring her arousal. Penetration is difficult. We haven't had penetration sex in over two month. We had sex the other day, but it was all topical stimulation, she locks her legs so i cant force myself in. she doesn't want anything by force. When I do get in, her pubic muscles try to push me out until about a good 10 minutes of stimulation, then her body finally gives in.
Last time I experienced this blockage was in college after a girl friend started dating someone else and she soon broke up with me.
She is going away to see her family soon. She will be going to her old neighborhood. I used to be really jealous so I would go thru her stuff. Everytime I would question her, I would be the bad guy for going thru her stuff. I don't do that anymore. She has been talking to an old friend that she told me once that she liked, but her mother got in the way of a relationship starting. Every once in a while she would show me her phone and I would see friendly flirting with this other guy before she would change the screen. Flirting like "Hi honey" "how are you doing love" I haven't said anything as of yet.
She has already booked her flight. I was a click away from buying my flight before asking her when I chose not to. She has not asked me to go especially when I told her I didn't want her going because of the expense. We recently came back from an expensive vacation that included her family. I'm wondering if I should let her go on her own. I want her to find happiness even if it is not with me.
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She recently quit school, then quit work. She is now a stay at home mom. She's been lax about that and I've been pushing her to get more done, but that just turned into a nasty fight. She told me as with sex, she doesn't want to be pushed in life. That I should accept her. She wants no stress. That everyone, from her mother, to family, to me, we all stress her. wife is at a point in her life where she doesn't have any drive for anything. she says she is happy, but right now she is at a point where she is just living day to day. she feels blah.
We don't have sex anymore unless its that one day a month that her body tells her. I don't push her anymore. She says she loves me and desires me, and loves sex once it is started. last month right before her period she asked if I wanted a quicky considering weeks went by, i told her I don't want to cum just to cum. I would want to if she desired it, she said she wasn't in the mood.
I can't touch her. My touch does not bring her arousal. Penetration is difficult. We haven't had penetration sex in over two month. We had sex the other day, but it was all topical stimulation, she locks her legs so i cant force myself in. she doesn't want anything by force. When I do get in, her pubic muscles try to push me out until about a good 10 minutes of stimulation, then her body finally gives in.
Last time I experienced this blockage was in college after a girl friend started dating someone else and she soon broke up with me.
She is going away to see her family soon. She will be going to her old neighborhood. I used to be really jealous so I would go thru her stuff. Everytime I would question her, I would be the bad guy for going thru her stuff. I don't do that anymore. She has been talking to an old friend that she told me once that she liked, but her mother got in the way of a relationship starting. Every once in a while she would show me her phone and I would see friendly flirting with this other guy before she would change the screen. Flirting like "Hi honey" "how are you doing love" I haven't said anything as of yet.
She has already booked her flight. I was a click away from buying my flight before asking her when I chose not to. She has not asked me to go especially when I told her I didn't want her going because of the expense. We recently came back from an expensive vacation that included her family. I'm wondering if I should let her go on her own. I want her to find happiness even if it is not with me.
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