So essentially I was at the pub having some drinks and started talking to this woman at the bar. Had a casual chat and it turned out that we knew similar people quite well and had heard about each other before. Random as hell but what the hey eh.
Anyway her friends went home and I continued chatting to her, we ended up getting some wine and getting drunk. It started pissing it down outside and she offered me a sofa at hers. Ended up in her bed and such. Good night overall.
Anyway next day we agreed it was more of an impulse then anything leading anywhere but FwB situation was doable. Then I left. Since then I've found out that she has a boyfriend whos she's been going out with for awhile. I have no plans to sleep or see her again but I feel really guilty as I've never slept with someone elses girlfriend before nor do I want to thus I've deleted her from the phone and such.
However I'm wrapped up with guilt and hating myself. My friend (a girl) says I shouldn't beat myself up about it. Its was her lie, it was her choice, it should be her guilt not much.
I mean should I feel bad? I don't want to cause any drama and the likelihood of her boyfriend believing some guy he's never met/heard of is pretty unlikely so I don't think I should get involved either.
Anyway her friends went home and I continued chatting to her, we ended up getting some wine and getting drunk. It started pissing it down outside and she offered me a sofa at hers. Ended up in her bed and such. Good night overall.
Anyway next day we agreed it was more of an impulse then anything leading anywhere but FwB situation was doable. Then I left. Since then I've found out that she has a boyfriend whos she's been going out with for awhile. I have no plans to sleep or see her again but I feel really guilty as I've never slept with someone elses girlfriend before nor do I want to thus I've deleted her from the phone and such.
However I'm wrapped up with guilt and hating myself. My friend (a girl) says I shouldn't beat myself up about it. Its was her lie, it was her choice, it should be her guilt not much.
I mean should I feel bad? I don't want to cause any drama and the likelihood of her boyfriend believing some guy he's never met/heard of is pretty unlikely so I don't think I should get involved either.
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