So I've known this guy since we were practically born, and we used to have childhood sleepovers all the time. I've liked him practically forever and vice versa. When we were 13 he admitted to having a huge crush on me and asked me on a date... I went and it was fun but I was very immature and shy at the time haha (boys had cooties) Now we're 20 and we've reconnected over the summer. He had a girlfriend then (which was for 3 years) but they broke up in September. He goes to school out of town from the city while I live in the city. He came in the other night and we went out. We met up with some of his friends and were drinking and smoking weed and stuff and we decided to have a sleepover like old times. Although I wanted it to happen, I wasn't expecting it to actually happen. It started out that we were cuddling and we ended up nose to nose for what seemed like forever until we finally kissed. He has always been the sweetest guy, very caring and sensitive and when we had sex he was a lot rougher than I was expecting. Like he wasn't rough enough to be hurting me, it was just unexpected due to his personality. It was light hair pulling and light scratching and man handling type of stuff. But I didn't find it uncomfortable or weird, I'm used to that stuff but I was just shocked. The next morning he cuddled me a little bit but didn't kiss me and when I leaned in toward him he looked kind of frightened so I decided not to make a move. He then asked me to take a shower together and he let me use his tooth brush... I showered with him and he didn't make any moves at all... All he did was put his hand on my hip and pinched it flirtatiously but I kinda brushed it off out of confusion. We've talked since but not about it, and I can't get him or what we did out of my head. What do I do?
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