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Anon or delete please.

Couldnt think of suitable title and not sure if I put it in the right place.

Now this awkward, very awkward. Also I'm not trolling so plz dont comment that or mod delete the thread plz.

I am 18btw

FTR I'm straight or think I am. So I have been with girls in the past, however when I was kissing them it felt good and Iiked it. But when I was close to doing it, I kept putting off etc. as I didnt know if I want to carry on, or if I would enjoy it etc.

It was just that when I was kissing them I didn't know if I felt right so I wasnt really sure to do. So the girls I have been with thought this was strange as it goes against stereotypical male etc. but I think I was really doing it after looking back as I didn't know if I would get hard....

Another thing is that when I was making out with my ex, she was rubbing against me etc. and she asked why I wasn't 'aroused' to which I kind of ignored and we didn't do it then. (I still have my v card..)

Now the thing is I am actually confused of whether I am straight or not. I haven't been with a boy and don't really have any feelings for any boys, but I kind of get stimulated per se, by people like Chace Crawford,Ian Somerhaldar,Jensen Ackles and watching them do it...yet when it is girls I don't get stimulated...

So I guess I'm kind of asking what should I do and what you guys think of my orientation... Thanks.




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