| If someone, even my best friends, made a joke implying I'm stupid/fat/ugly/annoying/have no mates, I would believe them and probably leave to go into hiding When my mum criticises me on something it will destroy me for an entire day and I'll have to work hard. I've sank so low during these phases I've had the sensation of forgetting how to breathe/ A couple of years ago this was so bad that I couldn't sleep because I thought people in my year were going to knife me and that my friends/family all secretly wished I'd go commit I'm constantly comparing myself to friends who seem to kow what makes people tick, how to pull their strings, wind them up and make them want more. I can't do this. I feel like I'm not a challenge for my girlfriend and she's going to leave me anytime soon. She brings up other guys a lot fondly (not explicitly sexual but clearly approving of her male friends) and I feel like she's growing less interested in me with each passing day. I can't do the same because my entire life girls have looked down on me and it never seems to change even though I try She calls me 'sweet' because I'm kind and considerate but a milliion other guys could be that to her All in all I have no balls and need to grow some Help? | |||
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Why can I not take a joke?
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