| If my BF knew of this post hed tell me..Its stupid, Dont be putting ur shit out there, Delete it.. Going on 2yrs living with this man has me feeling "Beat down". Its as if I have just awakened from a coma. Hes trying to teach me how to do things His way, the Right way, the Only way. Up until now, I have been living all wrong. Its DONT do that, DONT say that, you NEED to do it like this, you NEED to act like that. In essence, Im stupid, have been stupid, continue to be stupid. He has alienated me from my family, wont allow me to drive one of his vehicles, wont get me a phone, wont let me work. Everything has to be approved by him. He has to control everything down to my brand of tampons. I feel like my spirit is beat down. I have noticed my depression has deepened, lingered, magnified. Since I have nowhere to really go, he tells me to "Get the F!@#" on!" just about everyday, over anything he disapproves of. I want to leave, but then I dont, . Am I sabotaging my own wellbeing here? I appreciate any comments. | |||
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