ok i am doing right(please give feed back)

ok me and the lady that i thought was my live broke up back in Nov2012 we still talked a little but got to hard on both of i dont know how she is doing i do know shed has a new boyfriend and that really surpried me cause it totatly agianst part of the reason we broke up the last contact we had with each other was xmas when she said she was for not responding to my emails and text and told me then she tolld me she was seeing some so i got noisy and check her face and showed she been in this relationship since dec 8 we had been broke up since nov 17th and since that email came in on dec 24th i havent mad any attemps to contact . and that doesnt make the hurt any easier and today is her birthday and i still havent tried to contact her. one of the ccraiziest things is i couldnt tell you what i miss we neve had one fight or raised our voice to each the one day it was over , i can remeber many time people that we loook like the happiest couple they ha d ever seen. so heres a question or. 1 why cant i get her out of my mind 2 how i convience my self that the 4 years wasnt a wwaste of time 3 how do i stop asking myself does she ever think me or every miss me 4 she lives 4.5 hrs from where i live but comes down here to see her mom and dad what and how should i handle it if i run accross when she is down here thanks for ready

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