I think my wife dislikes me

My wife and I have been together almost 6 years and been married for 5. I've been in and out work for for the first three of our marriage but I joined the Army to help us have a steady income. I've been in the army for over a year now. At first, she seemed very happy when I started but as I completed training it seemed she wasn't interested in me as much. I got stationed in Korea and brought my wife and 4 year old daughter here not knowing she really didn't want to come until she got here. And as soon as got here she put a stoppage on our sex life. She ended up staying only for three and half months til I sent her home. Not having any sex in that time frame. She tells me it's not me its her that has no sex drive and the thought of it repulses her. We got counseling while she was here in Korea and things got a little better between us somewhat. I have complained to her about this no sex life rule and she just tells me give her some time. I ask her if she's not attracted to me she says no. I found video she made while I was at work and asked her about it and she said it was me but she not ready for me to see it yet. She left to go back home to finish college. She says for us but I feel she hiding something from me and I have asked a couple times if she was. She barely even acknowledges her love for me . I get the are you kidding. I love my wife I'm not sure if she feels the same way for me I don't know if I'm being dramatic or what I don't know what to do at all for her

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