It's been a year since I moved out of our house and we're still not divorced. About 6 months after I left he started dating and wouldn't let me back into the house even to get my things. He even called the police once and said I pushed him so they would make me leave. I still have a hard time believing that this was my best friend!
I am living alone and dating. I have TONS more $$ now that I'm not supporting him, his business and his social life. I'm currently dating a totally WONDERFUL man who thinks I'm sexy, smart and gorgeous. He's an attorney for a large tech company so he spoils me often, and the sex is AMAZING! Despite all that I am still so very angry at the short, bald, small;), poor, Italian man I loved so much. I can't remember why I loved him and now there is no love or even fond feelings in my heart for him. All I have left for him is hate and ill will. I am obsessed with seeing him fail and I am determined not to get screwed in this divorce no matter how much it costs me. Sometimes I cyber stalk him and his new gf (who is a psycho BTW).
So how do I get rid of this hate? How do I stop letting him hurt me? No matter how well I'm doing or how much I like my wonderful and rich boyfriend I can't stop thinking about how much he hurt me and how he took everything from me. Everyday I am plagued with feelings of hatred and sadness.
Friendly advice welcome....
I am living alone and dating. I have TONS more $$ now that I'm not supporting him, his business and his social life. I'm currently dating a totally WONDERFUL man who thinks I'm sexy, smart and gorgeous. He's an attorney for a large tech company so he spoils me often, and the sex is AMAZING! Despite all that I am still so very angry at the short, bald, small;), poor, Italian man I loved so much. I can't remember why I loved him and now there is no love or even fond feelings in my heart for him. All I have left for him is hate and ill will. I am obsessed with seeing him fail and I am determined not to get screwed in this divorce no matter how much it costs me. Sometimes I cyber stalk him and his new gf (who is a psycho BTW).
So how do I get rid of this hate? How do I stop letting him hurt me? No matter how well I'm doing or how much I like my wonderful and rich boyfriend I can't stop thinking about how much he hurt me and how he took everything from me. Everyday I am plagued with feelings of hatred and sadness.
Friendly advice welcome....
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