i have been with my husband going on 4 years an since the beginning he has been lying and cheating on me. When the relationship started it was amazing sex everyday sometimes 4-5 times a day... months past and we moved in with each other everything was still great. i got great so from there things started to go downhill, of course the sex slowed down i was working overnight and he worked during the day which wasnt bad because we did see each other it was great. over the next years he started cheating i have found pictures in his phone of him and girls kissing, girls privates parts, him sending pictures of his private part he is registered on so many dating sites, i found conversations between him and girls saying one was pregnant but she got an abortion an he was hurt because he wanted his child with her he has told other women he loves them , he has deny our son to other women saying he doesnt have kids and he single. he always meeting new women texting t hem or telling on facebook that he really likes them an wants to make a relationship with them, when i asked why he had put me through all of this he say it was my fault because i slowed down having sex with him an i never gave him attention. he was upset that i went back to school to finish my nursing degree saying it was selfish that i go to work during the day and school at night an not at home with him an my son. i have completely limited having sex with because he still has never told me the truth of if he has had sex with any of these an i dont want an STD so i he may get sex 1-2 times a week if that. he has even got a girls name tattooed on him to try and prove to her that he wanted to be with her. we have been to counseling an he has promised so many times to change but still continues act the same way i have left him 4 times but i always comes back because i really want to change my marriage an get it back to how it was or something close to that with trust. but i a m getting to a point im tired an over it i have cried long enough and can longer take myself through this pain. i dont know how to let it all go an move forward i dont know how to cope with it still hurts so bad and when he does things like continuously its pouring salt on an open wound. I NEED MAJOR HELP AND DECENT ADVICE BECAUSE I KNOW NO LONGER KNOW WHAT TO DO OR HOW TO FEEL ABOUT MY HUSBAND OR MY MARRIAGE.
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