Hi guys.
I am having a hard time here, because I just don't feel sure about my relationship anymore. I'll elaborate.
I met this guy like a month ago and we got together almost 2 weeks ago. I was very happy to be with him, but then I started feeling like we were going too fast, and then I realised I was feeling quite unsure about us and even feeling uncomfortable at times.
I told him 4 days ago, because I thought it wasn't fair on him that I didn't tell him. I then wasn't very sure of why I was feeling that way, and he said he'd give me the weekend to think and then I'd give him an answer. During the weekend I've been feeling like yes, I wanted to be with him, and sometimes no, I really didn't want to. It was confusing, and then I realised that "that time of the month" was coming in like 5 days, and that I was probably PMSing. I always get more emotional than normal or little things worry me more than they usually would.
Before him I only had one boyfriend, someone who wouldn't even hold my hand in public. My current bf is not shy at all and doesn't mind doing things in public, which I do (when I mean things I dont mean kissing, but other stuff...). I believe this has somehow shocked me and I think I've kind out fallen out. Everything just happened too quickly for me, and this enhaced by me PMSing made it look like such a big issue.
When I came to that conclusion I told him, like, I think I am feeling this way because I'm more emotional at this time of the month and that was worrying me a little bit. So we decided to just stay together.
...but now, two days later I really think it was a mistake, because I believe I have fallen out. I really like him, but I am just not sure, or I'm not looking forwards to seeing him a lot or anything like that. When I think about breaking up, it seems like a relief to me.
I feel very bad because I told him that I was okay with it, but apparently I am not. It looks like I am playing with him, which is not true, I just didn't want to regret my choice but I still ended up regretting staying with him. How can I bring it up again? I don't even know how to approach the subject again... I really don't want it to seem like I am playing with him :(
Thank you very much.
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